Random thought(s)

Question: whilst I get that people are/were happy (enough) to see me on the 'listening tour' & it has prompted some (2) to reciprocate with a visit, which part of 'I am struggling & need some help' am I not articulating coherently???
In other news, been (re)reading 'Drug traffic' (& being reminded as to how seminal it was) & came across this poem, in chapter 8, by 'David King':

I'm just an ordinary bloke really;
I don't really want to mince words you know;
Well, not wanting to seem strange or anything,
I think a person looking at me would say,
'An ordinary bloke, yes, definitely, so'. 

It's not much use worrying about
Things that'll upset you life,
I mean, why wonder? It'll all
Turn out right;
You come back in ten years,
Things'll be better,
Just wait and see,
What, with a raise coming (the boss told me last week)
I'll have two cars in the garage and a brand new TV
It's a good life mate,
When you're an ordinary bloke like me.

Interestingly, this book seems exceptionally hard to source - could this be my Dystopia?